It's Not My Fault

I feel lousy...sure...when all's fair in love and war..and jobs!
I don't purposely apply for jobs with the intention of sabotaging the dreams and hopes of others. I don't know what I like, or what I'd like to do, or which company I'd like to work for, or where I wanna work. I just wanna give everything a go!
I don't deserve the evils or cold shoulders when I get THE phone call but you don't.
I feel guilt too easily..that's the problem.